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Falling in love is so hard on the knees


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Title: Aerosmith – Falling In Love (Is Hard On The Knees)

Yesterday, I was on a lovely date with my dear Emma. I wasn’t in the best shape, so we didn’t do very much, but we did do some nice things.

First of all, we talked! God, I love talking with her. It’s so good and comforting and it’s just nothing like talking to anyone else. She really knows me and gets me, and I her! I know we didn’t really sit down and talk seriously or anything like that, but it was just really something to talk to her, like really TALK, again. It doesn’t happen as often as it used to do. I think it’s because of me.

Second, we had fun! I’ve missed that so much as well! I mean, it wasn’t just tickling, we actually had fun both verbally and physically without just tickling. That was so fun and good and it filled me with a warmth I haven’t really felt in a while. I feel kind of embarresed for feeling all these feelings, but…I do.

Then to what we did. We walked to the Norwegian opera hall in Oslo and just felt the sun warm us while we were talking and having fun and we kissed and took pictures and…I was really happy. I felt a sort of happiness I hadn’t felt in a while.

But after a while, it got kind of chilly for me, so we went back to her place eventually, where we lied down and just talked and kissed for two hours. I miss her. I miss holding her in my arms, watching her face, feeling the warm feeling of safety. Feeling her arms around me as well.

Then we went to the cinema to watch the movie “Black Swan”. I couldn’t really stop looking at her. I wanted to just keep on watching her and kiss her during the whole movie. The movie was interesting, but I was more interested in my girlfriend. I don’t know why, but I’m very much in love with her lately.

After the movie, we headed back to her place, where we would eat trout for dinner. It tasted good, but I get full pretty fast when I’m sick, so I could only take one plate of it. It was a really pleassant dinner. There was laughter and joy and I felt like things were as they should be.

The rest of the day and date, I don’t wanna talk about. It’s a bit too personal. I just hope nothing I’ve already said is too personal as well. At least I hope it’s not for anyone but me.

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February 3d, 2011


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Ironic to forget about writing a blog when I said I wanted to use it as a diary, ain’t it?

Today I woke up dreadfully tired. Luckily, I did not throw up today. This was my first day of taking a bus to school since…I don’t remember when, actually. It’s so freakin’ slippery because of ice today, that movement seems impossible.

My first lesson of today was history, where I learned about Mengele, Roosevelt and some other German guy, and that my teacher was born in Japan!

Then it was time for gymnastics, where I was going to skip it, since I’ve been sick for a long time now, but I wasn’t allowed to skip dancing, so I’ve re-learned how to dance waltz today. It’s not very advanced, but kind of hard to not do wrong when you’re in the moment.

After that it was lunch, quickly followed by a double lesson of language, where we first held some presentations and then were watching a Norwegian movie called “Nine Lives” from 1957, I believe. Quite good, actually. I’ve discovered the guy sitting in front of me is painfully irritating.

Then I got home, didn’t do anything special before dinner, then remembered I have a test in religion tomorrow, so I’ve been studying a bit for that. Also been talking with my girlfriend on Skype today a bit. It was very good to hear her voice again. Sadly it wasn’t that long of a conversation.

I think that’s my day, actually. It’s been a day.


One Night With You Is What I’m Out Praying For


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Title: Elvis Presley (originally Dave Bartholomew if I remember his name correctly) – One Night

I’m very happy right now, and that should be documented as well! Right now, I’ve recently shaved for the first time in 18 days, which makes my head so much lighter to carry around. The reason for my…shave-age (not sure if that’s the right way of using “-age” but it seemed cool) is that my darling Emma is coming to me tomorrow and will stay till the next day. It’s been a long time since we last met now, so I’m both nervous and really looking forward to it. It’s kind of like how it felt like meeting her the first time again.

I’m also a bit happy about the fact of that it’s weekend now, though I’ve attended school only briefly this week, I still enjoy a good weekend. Also, I got something by mail today, and I always enjoy receiving things by mail. Mail is such a cozy thing that people seems to have stopped sending each other. Even e-mails aren’t that normal to receive from people you know! I sometimes still writes letters, but I too does not use mail very frequently. Will try to make people use it more some time.

HAVE A GREAT WEEKEND!!!

Question:
Do you send anyone letters?


One Night With You Is What I’m Out Praying For


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Title: Elvis Presley (originally Dave Bartholomew if I remember his name correctly) – One Night

I’m very happy right now, and that should be documented as well! Right now, I’ve recently shaved for the first time in 18 days, which makes my head so much lighter to carry around. The reason for my…shave-age (not sure if that’s the right way of using “-age” but it seemed cool) is that my darling Emma is coming to me tomorrow and will stay till the next day. It’s been a long time since we last met now, so I’m both nervous and really looking forward to it. It’s kind of like how it felt like meeting her the first time again.

I’m also a bit happy about the fact of that it’s weekend now, though I’ve attended school only briefly this week, I still enjoy a good weekend. Also, I got something by mail today, and I always enjoy receiving things by mail. Mail is such a cozy thing that people seems to have stopped sending each other. Even e-mails aren’t that normal to receive from people you know! I sometimes still writes letters, but I too does not use mail very frequently. Will try to make people use it more some time.

HAVE A GREAT WEEKEND!!!

Question:
Do you send anyone letters?


What Goes On In Your Life?


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Image by JFithian via Flickr

Title: The BeatlesWhat Goes On

(“Rubber Soul” is an album you should have in your collection…which is really what goes for every The Beatles album, though, so just get the box “The Beatles In Stereo” and you should thank me for the rest of your life)

How long has it been now? It’s been 12 days already, actually. Well, that’s quite…something. I did in fact write a post…in a way, on my cell phone, but it hasn’t got the e-mail address for WordPress and it hasn’t got WiFi, so I haven’t thought too much about it anyways. It’s more of an essay in a way than a blog post, but hey, everything counts, right?

The main problem with using songs by The Beatles as titles on my posts, is that WordPress only suggest me to apply Beatles tags and Beatles pictures into the post! AND I WANT NORMAL PICTURES OF EVERYDAY THINGS! But hey, I COULD just go to Wikipedia and find it myself, though, couldn’t I?

Have you ever tried to search for “Wikipedia” on Wikipedia? I hadn’t until now, but that’s an article as well! Guess it’s the first they made. Probably is their “About” page as well as the article page. I linked Wikipedia to that article above now, so go there and have a look! I’ll wait……………DID YOU LOOK? Well, it’s not important anyway now, is it?

HAHA! Now I found the PERFECT picture for this post! Hope you like it! NO IDEA what it is, but it was just so very…random. I just HAD to use it! THAT’S EVERYDAY LIFE FOR YOU RIGHT THERE, PEOPLE! We need more of that kind of things. Less murder, more…love and tasting things.

Well, now I’m just blabbering, but at least I’ve started posting again , haven’t I? At least I posted now, let’s see how much more I’ll post in short time. Perhaps a lot, perhaps…nothing. I think I use a very verbal language in my posts.

QUESTION:

What is your most treasured music album in your collection? Give me the name of the artist, the album, which format you have it in, and why you treasure THAT album so much.


We Sing Hallelujah


Title: Richard & Linda Thompson – We Sing Hallelujah

 

I love and am SO MUCH in love with my girlfriend right now, that I thought I should write it down somewhere! It’s good to write when you’re overly positive as well, you know! She’s just SO perfect for me, that it’s almost a bit creepy, because it’s like someone thought “Hm, we should make someone custom made for that guy” and did, and that became my super duper perfect girlfriend! Everything is just SUCH a great match!

 

This weekend she’s coming to sleep over at my place, which I’m looking VERY much forwards to! It’ll be nice to be sleeping with her in my arms, being able to be with her at all time and see her at all time and feel that all is well in this world. It suits me to know she’s coming to spend the night here as well. It’ll be a mighty fine weekend!

 

Well, what might’ve been the trigger for me being so happily in love tonight, just might have been that I liked a facebook-status of my girlfriend’s, saying that “if you like this status, I’ll write something I like about you on your wall”. She sent me 7 (SEVEN!!) wall posts and still hadn’t said all she really wanted to say! We’ve been together for 21 months and 17 days, and she can STILL make 7 wall posts full about what she likes about me! I’m on a cloud of joy now, and I’m just so IN LOVE!

 

Photo taken by me

 

I love you, my darling! ❤


It’s Hard To Find One Rich Man In Ten With A Satisfied Mind


Title: Johnny Cash – A Satisfied Mind (not the original artist, but it’s a good cover)

I think I’m very…satisfied right now. I feel like things are coming together nicely, despite it perhaps not going that way. Maybe it’s just the morning, and how I feel things right now is what does it, but that’s not what I’ll blog about right now.

Today, my girlfriend is coming to visit me. I’m REALLY looking forward to it! It’ll be really great to see her again (though it’s "only" been 2 days since the last time). When you’re in a long distance relationship (or your current relationship was a long distance one), you just can’t really meet your girlfriend enough.

My summer break is ending in three days (as in I’ve got school on Wednesday). It’s gone past me WAY too fast, and I didn’t do all the things I were supposed to do. But when does one really do all the things you’re supposed to do through the summer break? I don’t think I’ve done that a single time. We set too high goals for ourselves.

I’m not really great in math. Actually, when I don’t think a lot about math, I do VERY many mistakes. Today, I thought 4.99 + 4.99 + 7.99 + 3.99 would be just under 20. Of course, if it were 7 + 3, and not the .99’s, I’d be correct, but it wasn’t so, so I’m gonna have to think things more through.

Yesterday, I was at my local instrument shop. I nearly bought a Tascam DP-004, but I went there mainly because I wanted a whammy bar for my guitar. The reason I didn’t buy it, was because I apperently doesn’t have enough money. Good thing the machine didn’t work then, because otherwise, I REALLY would be broke! Anyways, an old and dear friend of mine has offered me to send me his Tascam DP-01 FX Portastudio, so I think that’ll have to do for my sake. Whatever happened to the product I once ordered there, I don’t know.

But now I’m gonna have to leave you, because I’ll have to get ready to pick up my girlfriend, but I’ll leave you with some questions for you to answer:
1. What’s been your plans for this summer?
2. Where would you most of all like to go?
3. When do you start school?


Fly On Little Wing


Title: The Jimi Hendrix Experience – Little Wing

I wish I could be so much more than I am. For now, I can’t, but I’m struggling towards that goal. I wanna be everything I can. But I can’t be that either.

Tomorrow…or later today, perhaps it is, since it’s over midnight now, I’m not going to be doing a lot of things. I’ll try to get me a whammy bar on my precious guitar and try to visit my granma, since she’s been nagging about it for a week or so now, and I’m free tomorrow.

Right now, Derek And The Dominos is the best music for me. The title is really from the cover made by them today, but ALWAYS other, it’s Jimi’s song to me. I just had the Derek version stuck to my mind when I woke up this morning. It’s a good cover, but it’s not NEARLY as great as Jimi’s original version from his VERY fine album "Axis: Bold As Love". Though, all three of Jimi’s albums are VERY fine albums to me, there’s something about Axis that makes me feel it SHOULD be my favorite by him. Jimi means much more to me than I ever give him credit for.

Today I’ve been with my girlfriend, and we’re doing fine lately. I feel I’m not the easiest to be with lately, and also that I can’t control my obsessions as much as I used to be able to. And I’m REALLY bad at choosing my battles lately, and that leaves me losing a lot of battles that aren’t really important to me, but becomes so, and that brings me down. My mood is really changing a lot lately.

I really like The Rolling Stones’ music now a days. But you’ve probably already discovered that. They’ve got some of the finest music I know of, but I’ve been trying to hold back those feelings because I didn’t see myself as much of a Stones fan, but in reality, I love their work, at least back in the 60’s, so yeah, I feel it’s okay that I listen a lot to them lately, because it suits me. I’ve even started getting into "Exile On Main St.". Only a few songs I don’t feel like I really like yet, but that’s just a few listens away.

I’m soon gonna start going to school again, and it’s a mix between scary and sadening. It wasn’t going to be like this. I was supposed to quit school now and work this year, but I couldn’t get no work, and Google AdSense has kicked me out of their program as well, so I can’t really gain any extra money from them either. I don’t know what I am to use my education for, because I won’t work with something within this field. I think everybody knows, but not everyone are admitting to know it.

Everybody Knows This Is Nowhere -Neil Young