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Dear Emma


Tonight I had set my alarm to go off at 03.45 AM. It was because I wanted to share a few text messages more before my girlfriend Emma got on her flight and went on a holiday. Her going on a holiday means it’ll be more expensive to send text messages, and so we’ll try to send less of them the following week from now. I unfortunately fell a bit asleep during the text messaging. Not really weird, as I fell asleep two hours before I was waken up again. If I had slept through the whole thing up until now, it would be less than 8 hours of sleep, so I guess I haven’t been sleeping a lot tonight, since I’ve gone on my computer to write a blog post now.


The bad thing is, that I fell too hard to wake up again around 6 AM, so when she got on her flight, I didn’t get to tell her that I love her. I didn’t get to tell her, as I’ve always told her before, that she mustn’t die and that the flight must go well. I didn’t get to reply to her three last messages. I didn’t get to tell her the most important thing in the whole wide world to me; I didn’t get to tell her that I love her.


I know it’s silly of me to think this way, but I’m really sad now and having a really bad conscience about not letting her know all these things. I feel that if her plane crashes, it will be my fault in a way, and it will also be horrible to know that if that happens and if she dies, she may have thought the last minute she was alive that I didn’t care enough to stay awake and perhaps that I didn’t love her. And I DO care enough and I DO love her! But it’s easy to fall asleep when you wait for a reply.


She really means the world to me. Without her, I wouldn’t be here. She saved my life the day we started talking together, which we’ve done every single day for the last two and a half years (and 17 days to be precise). She’s saved my life so many times, I really don’t know where I’d be without her. I’m in tears over the thought of that I might lose her now.


Emma, I love you


What Goes On In Your Life?


Image by JFithian via Flickr

Title: The BeatlesWhat Goes On

(“Rubber Soul” is an album you should have in your collection…which is really what goes for every The Beatles album, though, so just get the box “The Beatles In Stereo” and you should thank me for the rest of your life)

How long has it been now? It’s been 12 days already, actually. Well, that’s quite…something. I did in fact write a post…in a way, on my cell phone, but it hasn’t got the e-mail address for WordPress and it hasn’t got WiFi, so I haven’t thought too much about it anyways. It’s more of an essay in a way than a blog post, but hey, everything counts, right?

The main problem with using songs by The Beatles as titles on my posts, is that WordPress only suggest me to apply Beatles tags and Beatles pictures into the post! AND I WANT NORMAL PICTURES OF EVERYDAY THINGS! But hey, I COULD just go to Wikipedia and find it myself, though, couldn’t I?

Have you ever tried to search for “Wikipedia” on Wikipedia? I hadn’t until now, but that’s an article as well! Guess it’s the first they made. Probably is their “About” page as well as the article page. I linked Wikipedia to that article above now, so go there and have a look! I’ll wait……………DID YOU LOOK? Well, it’s not important anyway now, is it?

HAHA! Now I found the PERFECT picture for this post! Hope you like it! NO IDEA what it is, but it was just so very…random. I just HAD to use it! THAT’S EVERYDAY LIFE FOR YOU RIGHT THERE, PEOPLE! We need more of that kind of things. Less murder, more…love and tasting things.

Well, now I’m just blabbering, but at least I’ve started posting again , haven’t I? At least I posted now, let’s see how much more I’ll post in short time. Perhaps a lot, perhaps…nothing. I think I use a very verbal language in my posts.


What is your most treasured music album in your collection? Give me the name of the artist, the album, which format you have it in, and why you treasure THAT album so much.

Mobiles Are For Using

I’m not gonna be attached to the idea of HAVING to have a song title to post with anymore…unless it fits or I’m usual blogging. But it will be a rule of thumb. I’ll have to start posting more with my mobile phone, I’ve found out. All in all, really, posting more, because the more I post, the more you can read, right? And then you guys (not sexist, I just say “guys” all the time, so when I do, I mean you girls as well, but to set it straight:) and girls that like what I write or reading about my life or how I write or just come here for the pretty design or whatever your reason for visiting my WordPress is, will have more reason to visit here, because I will have done more within the last time you’ve visited. I like posting a lot, it’s just that I can’t always do so, but I’ll try to get better at it. Though, this may just last tonight, I’ll try to keep it up for a long time.


To end this post, let’s have a picture:

Picture taken by me

Have Mercy Upon Me

Title: Nick Cave & The Bad Seeds – Mercy


I have got to just post SOMETHING now. I feel like the pressure is too high for my next post, though I really doubt I have a lot of readers I don’t personally know, but there’s still this feeling of having a pressure on me to write a GOOD post when I’ve been gone for so long.


I actually started on the “good post” with my cell phone a couple of days ago. But when I tried to get me to continue on it here, it just became something frightening and…I just didn’t wanna do that.


So, this isn’t as scary as I was picturing, so I’ll let you briefly know why I haven’t been on for a long time. I’ve had something we have where I live, which is autumn break. And before you guys go ahead and say that’s unfair, then let me tell you that your vacations are ALL MUCH longer than ours! So we’ve been at school for two months soon already and our Christmas break starts two or three days before Christmas eve and ends a couple of days after New Years Eve!


During my autumn break, my lovely girlfriend stayed at/with me, which means we’ve been together more during that vacation than we’ve ever been together before. It was VERY nice. When she had to leave at the end, there was an incredible amount of tears. I miss her a lot. I think things are easier when she’s here, than they are through texting with our mobile phones or IMing online. It’s just hard to be in a long distance relationship.


This is making me a bit sad to think about, because I miss her and there’ll be a long time till we’ll meet again (two weeks that is), so let’s talk about…oh, I don’t know.


Photo by me



Which Bob Dylan-era do you like the most?

A Social Man

A social man has easier of making the life he wants and surviving in this world, than an unsocial man has.

I figured this earlier today, and it makes perfect sense!

You see, if you’re a social man, then you’ll make lots of friends and contacts here in life, and the more people you know, the easier you get things done here in life. For instance, here in life you need references or contacts to get jobs, unless you’re crazy good at that job, and you’ve got more job experience than The Beatles had talent, and that’s A LOT! So if you’re a social person, then you might get the right contacts here in life to give you that dreamy job of yours.

Think it through.