Just fucking curious: anyone reading this?
I do believe people prefer reading my posts better if they’re shorter and more spacey. I’d read something that’s like ten lines and rather read more ten liners than to read one post with fifty lines myself. So I’ll do that. From now on. I think. Some longer posts, though, because I believe in long posting at times. When I have an important message to deliver. If you’re opposed to this (against it for some reason), then do let me know, because I can long post as well. You know I can.
I’m sorry I don’t post lately, but my mood’s changing too much. Like today, I was VERY happy up until somewhere around 5.30 pm, and then I cried for more than an hour afterwards! (Been a bit more than an hour now)
The title is a reference to a VERY fine Christmas song. Should be heard by Elvis Presley. I think I’m in a bit of a Elvis state of mind lately, but it might just be for a couple of days, since it started last night.
Christmas is upon us, ladies and gentlemen, and I can really not wait! I’m not sure what it is I’m really waiting for, but I think what I’m most exited about is for everyone else to open their gifts from me. I hope they spread a bit of joy this year (as well as every other year). That sure would be fine.
I’m starting to get pretty annoyed with my computer being unable to load things from its DVD/CD drive. It’s so annoying! So I’m not really sure what I am to do about it, but I gotta do something, because I don’t like using Spotify to listen to music I’ve got on CD.
Later on today, my girlfriend will be headin’ out of town…her town, that is, since we’re in a long distance relationship.
That turned out to be a bit of a dead end, because I didn’t know how to continue that sentence. But anyways, I will miss her a lot, but hopefully we’ll be together a lot during this Christmas. I miss her a lot lately, and we’re having SUCH A GREAT (TREMENDOUS actually!) time together when we’re together, so I REALLY DO hope we’ll be together A LOT! I also hope she’ll come here to celebrate New Year’s Eve with me!
Well, on that note, I’ll stop pressing now. I hope you enjoyed a bit of a post, and that you comment, because I REALLY do like receiving comments!
Title: Colin Hay – I Just Don't Think I'll Ever Get Over You
It's snowing. Not lightly either. If it was rain, it would be pouring down. It's so cold. -8 Celcius degrees at 10 AM in November. Yes, it's the end of November, but it's been this way for quite some time now.
I'm the only one who's up yet. Everyone else's asleep. I couldn't sleep anymore. After a certain time, I just can't, even though it means I've only slept seven hours today, without any plans.
I've been tired a lot lately. Still, now that I CAN sleep much longer, I ain't. I feel slightly tired, but I know I can't sleep. I've tried. Thinking about going back to bed, because it looks better for everyone else. Everybody knows when I fell asleep tonight. I was dreadfully tired back then. Almost fell asleep before I'd been to the bathroom.
Soon it's Christmas once again. I'm looking forward to it. I always do. It's not because of the presents or the food. It's because of everyone's mood and how almost everyone's jolly and happy, and everything seems to be all right! It's because of the Christmas spirit. Also, I like giving away gifts and I like going shopping for it and see that EVERYONE does that! Maybe they don't enjoy it, but at least they do it! And I love how innocent this holiday is to me.
I guess it's about love and being and feeling safe…at least to me.
Title: Colin Hay – I Just Don’t Think I’ll Ever Get Over You
It’s snowing. Not lightly either. If it was rain, it would be pouring down. It’s so cold. -8 Celcius degrees at 10 AM in November. Yes, it’s the end of November, but it’s been this way for quite some time now.
I’m the only one who’s up yet. Everyone else’s asleep. I couldn’t sleep anymore. After a certain time, I just can’t, even though it means I’ve only slept seven hours today, without any plans.
I’ve been tired a lot lately. Still, now that I CAN sleep much longer, I ain’t. I feel slightly tired, but I know I can’t sleep. I’ve tried. Thinking about going back to bed, because it looks better for everyone else. Everybody knows when I fell asleep tonight. I was dreadfully tired back then. Almost fell asleep before I’d been to the bathroom.
Soon it’s Christmas once again. I’m looking forward to it. I always do. It’s not because of the presents or the food. It’s because of everyone’s mood and how almost everyone’s jolly and happy, and everything seems to be all right! It’s because of the Christmas spirit. Also, I like giving away gifts and I like going shopping for it and see that EVERYONE does that! Maybe they don’t enjoy it, but at least they do it! And I love how innocent this holiday is to me. I guess it’s about love and being and feeling safe…at least to me.
Title: Queens Of The Stone Age – No One Knows
I’m tired. I feel like I am all the time lately. I got a lot of plans, that I don’t know how to execute. That’s…frustrating.
I’m a person who pushes people away. I’m not sure why. Maybe I need my distance. My control. Or maybe I’m testing people. I’m not like everybody else, but I can’t really decide what it is I am.
Title: Bob Dylan – Don’t Think Twice, It’s Alright
This song’s been stuck to my mind for most of the day. I discovered it fully today, and it’s…it’s VERY good! I’m starting to like early Dylan better lately. I think it all depends on how you’re introduced to the material.
Today’s been a bit of a special/weird day. First, I woke up this morning with an aching throat (just like yesterday), my nose did no longer have the breathing function enabled and I caughed a lot and didn’t feel too well.
Getting to school, I was doing better. But then again, I’ve been living on throat helpers all day. Without them, my throat’s just really painful.
Then around my eating break, I discovered we were gonna have a test today in my last class, which I was totally unaware of, because I wasn’t at classes yesterday, since I had a big presentation I was holding yesterday, so it was still school though.
During my second last class, I was feeling so ill, I thought I was going to have to go home, but I pulled through, and got to my test, which I knew was going to go okay, but since I didn’t have my book with me, I thought it would be hard. Luckily, I was so good at Flash, that I actually managed to make quite a good little Flash movie.
It was supposed to be a guy, standing a little to the right of the center of the film, out on a field, watching a forrest on the other side of the screen, and standing there with a rifle, then a yellow bird was to appear from his side of the picture, and fly two rounds over the man’s head, before getting shot down, and then turn red as it was shot, and then turn into a blue ball when it got to the ground, for then to be kicked towards the woods, turning smaller and smaller. And that’s what I made!
Now, then, when I was done, I was headin’ for the bus, but I was a little too late for my favorite bus, so I waited for a bus to come, and then I was gonna take one I never take, but I mixed it with another one, so I ended up another place. I got off as soon as I could, but decided after a while not to take the next bus that came, and rather walk home instead. It was about an hour of walking. I was REALLY sweaty when I got back home, so I had to take a shower (yes, I’m not in a very good shape).
So to make it short and to make you see what’s a bit special about today, it’s that I’m not feeling too good, I think I’m coming down with something unless I can prevent it now, but still I walked home for the first time…EVER! AND I managed to do well on a test I didn’t know about before only a couple of hours before it was!
So here I sit now, with 7 pens in one hand and a toy store bag with an electric cable extention in the other, waiting for a teacher I don’t know to come back to her office and take the bag away from me, and an office to open after having lunch to take the pens away. I don’t know how long it’ll be till I’ll get rid of the bag, but it’s only 5 minutes till the office re-opens.
There’s a lot of changes going on in my life and around me lately. Guess that’s what it’s like graduating high school. It’s the start of the year. But for some unknown reason am I…happy. I’m satisfied and don’t worry about anything in the world, though I’ve got things to worry about. Problems in my life. I’ve changed.